BlackenedTimber
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For the last 3 years I have been working for an intl utilities company all across the country and world, building wind farms, aerial and burried power transmission lines (115kV-600kV) and fiber optics cable networks.
The company I work for is a small company going big, with all of the growing pains associated with that process. The owners (Father and Son) are trying to get with the big picture and not micro-manage, but they can often times be strangling. I hold the title of Project Manager, but have been burdened with administrative babysitters, because apparently (according to Father and Son) I am too brash and speak my mind to everyone and anyone without any fear of recourse.
Before I joined the world of Power Construction, I owned and operated my own business, a Tree Service, in upstate New York. Typical work load: Residential trimming and removal, site work, some timber harvesting, firewood, etc. More and more I find myself wanting to return to those days of being my own boss, living and dying by my own decisions, and providing for myself. I have been inexplicably buying up tree gear for the last few weeks. New Saws. New Climbing and Rigging lines. New Biners. New this, new that.
I did a pro-bono removal for a friend here in WV last sunday, nothing fancy, 3 dead 60 ft pines over the top of his house. Climbed em, topped em, pulled the spars over, bucked em out. I loved it. Felt good to back in the saddle again, covered in chips and sweat.
I find myself hating my current job more and more each day. I want badly to get back into the biz. My only reservation is that I am currently making a ton of money with a growing company, and getting a sick per diem for being away from home.
The other side of the coin is that I am never home. Spent 4 days home in '08. 10 days home in '07. Been home 3 days so far this year. When I really stop and think about it, I am miserable where I am at. I never see my family or friends, who until recently have played a huge part in my life.
I want, and need, to make a move, but I am hesitant to leave a sure thing for uncertainty, especially when the national economy is in the toilet, and my former customer base (rich people from NYC) is quickly watching thier 401k's dwindle and finding themselves in foreclosure on their vacation homes.
I dont know what to do, and am open to any input.
My apologies for the long, ranting post of little educational value to the AS community, I just need to vent.
Thanks all,
T
The company I work for is a small company going big, with all of the growing pains associated with that process. The owners (Father and Son) are trying to get with the big picture and not micro-manage, but they can often times be strangling. I hold the title of Project Manager, but have been burdened with administrative babysitters, because apparently (according to Father and Son) I am too brash and speak my mind to everyone and anyone without any fear of recourse.
Before I joined the world of Power Construction, I owned and operated my own business, a Tree Service, in upstate New York. Typical work load: Residential trimming and removal, site work, some timber harvesting, firewood, etc. More and more I find myself wanting to return to those days of being my own boss, living and dying by my own decisions, and providing for myself. I have been inexplicably buying up tree gear for the last few weeks. New Saws. New Climbing and Rigging lines. New Biners. New this, new that.
I did a pro-bono removal for a friend here in WV last sunday, nothing fancy, 3 dead 60 ft pines over the top of his house. Climbed em, topped em, pulled the spars over, bucked em out. I loved it. Felt good to back in the saddle again, covered in chips and sweat.
I find myself hating my current job more and more each day. I want badly to get back into the biz. My only reservation is that I am currently making a ton of money with a growing company, and getting a sick per diem for being away from home.
The other side of the coin is that I am never home. Spent 4 days home in '08. 10 days home in '07. Been home 3 days so far this year. When I really stop and think about it, I am miserable where I am at. I never see my family or friends, who until recently have played a huge part in my life.
I want, and need, to make a move, but I am hesitant to leave a sure thing for uncertainty, especially when the national economy is in the toilet, and my former customer base (rich people from NYC) is quickly watching thier 401k's dwindle and finding themselves in foreclosure on their vacation homes.
I dont know what to do, and am open to any input.
My apologies for the long, ranting post of little educational value to the AS community, I just need to vent.
Thanks all,
T