No problem man, you are right, he has a plan for everything. I know you get questions like you said about why is she still breathing and sh**, that is the guy over the other shoulder trying to break you, don't go down that road. As far as normal, what is normal? We are all different, as woodslasher says, might be PTSD. I don't know as I am not a shrink, and I am not saying you need one. I believe he sends angels to help when you need help, I have always seemed to get that lifeline when I am having my worst moments. Do I need any saws? Define Need! What do you have? I have in my lineup at this moment, a great running Shindaiwa 488, a Wild Thing that is indestructible, a Stihl 029Super that is about to get a transplant to an 039, a Shinny 695 that is going to need a piston, I think. 2 Jonsered 2094's that are being rebuilt.
I have no attachment to the Stihl, I really like the Shindaiwa 488, and hope I will like the 695 as well. I hate the Wild Thing, but it runs to good, and as long as I have it, my 488 wont fail, as it doesn't want to be shown up by that POS. I guess if I were to look at another need, it would be in the 70cc range. We can go to PM's instead of cluttering up this thread. Would it help you if I bought a saw from you? Let me know. Remember, angels don't always wear wings. Hang in there bro.