treesandsurf
ArboristSite Operative
This is a common issue. I'm not sure of all the details you posted with your situation, but what I heard for the most part seems to be a common theme. A lot of guys want to fulfill their dream of being their own boss and running their own business. This is pretty natural and praiseworthy in many ways. However, I constantly hear about guys trying to get in with minimal to no risk (little to no investment capital, unwillingness to gamble on their own success).
It sounds like you are gripping for safety (your ties to another large company), swimming in the wake and feeding on the leftovers from another operation. That is fine but you will always be a bottom feeder in that situation. If you want to make something happen, then make it happen. You have to take a plunge sometime and yes there will be challenges and risk. If you don't REALLY want it, then stop messing around and be a regular employee and play it safe. Nothing wrong with that. If you REALLY do want it, then stop messing around and start your own setup and be independent. Can't be much clearer than that....
jp
It sounds like you are gripping for safety (your ties to another large company), swimming in the wake and feeding on the leftovers from another operation. That is fine but you will always be a bottom feeder in that situation. If you want to make something happen, then make it happen. You have to take a plunge sometime and yes there will be challenges and risk. If you don't REALLY want it, then stop messing around and be a regular employee and play it safe. Nothing wrong with that. If you REALLY do want it, then stop messing around and start your own setup and be independent. Can't be much clearer than that....
jp