056, I know exactly of what you speak, which is why I have quit for 8 months to do a little session of giving back (and why I've had a little time to correspond here). Couldn't find a crew that maintained the level of professionalism, day in and day out logging. I'd cut and cut for a crew for 2-3 good months, something would always happen- wrong tract for the season, unnecessary equipment breakdowns, and the east coasters get all nervous if you (me, cuttter) get to far ahead so I'd get stopped too. Over and over. Find a new crew, cut like hell, some stupind shutdown, and time for a new crew. The poor status of the profession in the Apps. provides great opportunity for those of us with great potential, but I chose to step back for a few to reorient my direction. I will be back in the woods in 2-3 weeks, maybe have to do some residential tree care (boring to me, cleanup sucks) to subsidize my logging ambitions, but the only way I've been able to confirm that I will be able to define by destiny and assure goal achievement is to run my own gig.Might take a few years, but I'll be running a yarder before long too. I really just want to keep cutting but too reliant and "the reds" to make the living I'm capable of, so got to do it for myself (and with my new business partner). Our territories will be crossing when I move north to SW VA.
But, ain't a fan of the humboldt on big hardwood, poplar ok, but not big oak- but as long as they go where you want and you don't bust wood and you're safe, go for it.
Hang in there. I love cutting that steep ground, love it, prefer it to mountain tops or flatland, can work a tract much more systematically, even if its a lot of trudgingup and down the hill. Love it, and the views. I just drop a tank full of stems, then fill and limb and top, and do it a again. A wonderful life, contract faller. Can't wait to be back. Thank god its soon.