Speed balls, LOL. Joe your a maniac. I can imagine some guys I know that where my age in the late 70's into the 80's cutting logs. Scary fun to them back then.
You wanna tie one on, or just drink two beers, smoke a whole J or just a little toke, that's fine it's your choice after work. You stick #### up your nose or smoke white crap and it's over for your woods career. Just wait, it will fold. I have cut logs with two of those guys, and their hard drug addiction won. No shows, late, unsafe, ect. = gonners. Good cutters too. Unfortuanatly I am working this winter with some loggers that have drug issues. It's really sad and it pisses me off in the field. That's all I'll say about that. You should be sober at work, and that means no ####ing hangover.
I am guilty of the last one when I use to drink. Anyone I have authority over will get 2 free hangovers, LOL I'm not a ####...been there.