I can understand that, but I am skeptical that you could pull it off. In any case, you could do better than to denigrate those of us who have been published, as it does say something about one's knowledge and capability. But I think the tendency to denigrate people (not just me, by the way) is a personality defect. You actually seem to enjoy doing it, which makes you a troll. One difference between you and me is that, if you got hit by a truck and I were there to witness it, I would do everything I could to help you, such as administer CPR, call 911, apply pressure to arterial bleeding, etc., even though I think you are a jerk. You, on the other hand, would probably just rejoice in my misfortune and do nothing to help. Why would I help you? Because I recognize that, despite your shortcomings, you are still a child of God, loved by Him and worth saving.